Post by Jane Doe on Feb 27, 2013 15:45:45 GMT -5
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Notes: awww poor Kat xDDD she won't escape till later post, I do apologize for the lateness of this post things have been busy and I haven't had the patience to write the reply lately, being overly tired. but here it is it's shorter than the other post but its not terribly short. Enjoy!
Song: Feeling good (Michael Buble)
And this old world is a new world and a bold world, for me..
Oh freedom is mine and I know how I feel
And I'm feelin good..
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Oh freedom is mine and I know how I feel
And I'm feelin good..
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Catraoine wasn't stupid she knew Coleman was on the other side of the glass she knew this place far too well even for her own liking. She said nothing the whole time, she had nothing to say to him..he had turned his back on her. Didn't even ask. None of them did. IT was why she didn't care if anything affected them anymore, she stopped trying to explain..the many times she tried to call to talk..and now he wondered why? Typical. Worry after the problem escalates. When Kat had asked about his wife she meant it in all sincerity she didn't want him to hate her they had been friends, co-workers..and it was a mere question. She had no intention of hurting his wife, or any of the others loved ones, she was out for only one person's blood and that was her ex-husband, he was responsible, and in her book he deserved what was coming she had been a hair away from him when someone had interrupted..she had banged him up pretty good but that was all time would allow.
It was his wife, his new younger, wife that obviously did everything he asked. The thought made her sick. Kat looked like hell she hadn't slept in the past seventy-two hours and they only reason they caught her was because she was too tired, much too tired to run any longer. She could barely keep her eyes open, her brown eyes locked to the door as it opened..she wasn't expecting to see Agent Doe..personally she thought they'd send in Coleman only because he knew her.. she was too tired to decipher their plans she would answer Agent Doe's questions and give everyone the answers they had been waiting for for years. "We, me and my partner, Robert Sykes were working a drug bust, it was the biggest drug cartel operation between Virgina, New York and parts of Maryland, I myself had done all the research on the men, Diego Martinez and Emilio Herrera ran it from north to south. Both Colombian immigrants, we figured Illegal, Sykes started acting weird, the more information I found the more distant he got." She would not throw him under the bus but he had left her to hang to dry..he was a good man and he had been dirty, the WHOLE time and she didn't figure it out until it was too late.
"I don't know what the FBI's told you about me, but I was a damn good agent and they left me to rot in hell." she hissed threw clenched teeth it still fired her up thinking about what treachery they had committed, she couldn't really blame the FBI after all it was her ex and he used her job against her he would ruin her. You will rue the day you walked out on me.. his voice rang through her head and her face paled a little she composed herself before speaking. "My partner, was a good man caught up in the game, the money it was always about the money, he had made a joke about getting involved I thought nothing of it." she didn't sound like herself, it wasn't the same cold raspy voice that answered the other woman..it was the one she often used to speak with her daughter about why she couldn't go see her biological mother..gentle. "He made mistakes, and this the biggest one, he was involved..I was so stupid to not have caught on..after working with him for so many years..it was almost impossible that I didn't catch on. I think I knew..but when its someone you know, and care about the last thing you want is for them to die in vain. He killed the three agents, Coleman was suppose to be there..his old partner was killed because mine lost control and I couldn't get him to calm down. He almost killed me..perhaps it would have been better if he had.."
This wasn't the first time she had wondered how life for everyone would have turned out if she had wound up being one of the three dead agents. Rather than blamed for murder.."I was innocent. I didn't kill those men or my partner..after he killed them he took his own life. And my bastard of a husband, excuse me ex-husband burned me, and they ALL believed it. Coleman everyone! No one would listen..not one person. They all assumed I had lost my mind..and the news made me into some monster that I wasn't, do you know how hard it was for my daughter to make friends? All because their parents believed that her mother was cold blooded murderer." the tears slipped from her eyes as they reddened, she hadn't felt more alone in her life..that day that she was dishonorably discharged. She wiped her eyes on her sleeve and ground her teeth together. "But why believe me, I am cold blooded murder." she sat back in her chair now, she was broken..had been for four years.
"I have been living in fear for the past four years of my miserable life. Before you judge me sweetheart you ought to know my life before my work at the FBI was nor splendid or dandy. I joined the FBI wanting to help people, wanting to help abuse victims..I think you can connect the dots. Just when life got better I married into a very unhealthy relationship, I didn't complain, I had someone to go home to at night, a man who claimed he loved me and mistreated me and then if the knife he had lodged into my heart didn't hurt enough he twisted it and turned the whole unit against me and pretty soon the whole bureau, talk about drama." she let a sarcastic laugh pass her lips. She assumed Jane would be bringing Coleman in, who would give her nothing but the cold shoulder.
"Before you spare me the "you could have gotten help" card, NO ONE wanted to help me. Keep in mind that before you interrogate me and call me a liar. I know all the tricks, I was on the other side just like you, it will only be a matter of time before they turn against you. Then what will you have left Agent Doe? Your dignity? Yeah, until they strip that from you too. Then you will be nothing but an empty hallow shell."
Kat decided to let all that sink in, for all of them that included the two that was standing behind the one way mirror. Her head was spinning the lack of food she had in her stomach was causing her horrid migraines. She had a lot of those lately and the blood loss from her hand being cut earlier was getting to her. She couldn't help the pasty pale color her face had turned she was not feeling well at all.
Your fine...just relax..
The look of disappointment on Patriz's face struck her hard..when she had told her that the other little girls didn't wish to play with her because they were snooty, Elena had become Patty's best friend, and was the only woman willing to be a nanny..Catraoine treated her like family and took care of anything the woman needed, after all she had money. Elena was like a younger sister and she protected those that she cared about. Even with knowing out of the goodness of her heart she agreed. That gave Kat hope everyday that she would find more people like Elena and she did, Sasha came along and she thought for a moment she had fallen for him, but she learned to quickly not to involve your personal life with your work. She had learned that the hard way.
The hallucination not only ease her mind..she finally felt human again. This time she couldn't stop the tears letting her dark hair fall into her face she let them silently fall leaving stains on her pink sweat suit. For the first time in a long time she felt free..
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Word Count:1329
Notes: awww poor Kat xDDD she won't escape till later post, I do apologize for the lateness of this post things have been busy and I haven't had the patience to write the reply lately, being overly tired. but here it is it's shorter than the other post but its not terribly short. Enjoy!
Song: Feeling good (Michael Buble)